Tuesday, May 31, 2011

张爱玲的大与小

看张爱玲的小说,好比掏耳朵,掏出来越龌龊,感觉越爽。

张爱玲是一个眼里没有“大”的人。她眼里没有“大感情”,“大道德”,“大善大恶”。她把一切都切得碎碎的,所有的感情,心理,动机,都是一大堆不纯粹地揉杂在一起的“小”,小温柔,小偏执,小虚荣,小贪婪,小狭隘,小算计。在她眼里,一切所谓的”大“或”纯粹“都是飘渺,虚无,无关紧要的。人性的本质是这些小,而她也只在乎这些小。

爱张的人,或多或少潜意识内有些同意她的观点。一部分是因为,我们被“大”欺骗太多了。大革命,大跃进,大道理,大时代。所有那些被过分纯粹化的大,后来都脂粉脱落,露出了本来面目。只有这些好比头皮屑一般的小,顽强地拒绝时代的冲刷,仿佛以不变的真理般的姿态出现,左右我们的生活。

在张的小说中,“小”总是击败“大”,琐碎总是击败整体,成为左右人和事的决定因素。爱情敌不过心结,亲情敌不过猜忌,国家敌不过个人,民族敌不过一刻的温柔。她描写王佳芝一案,起事的缘由是冲动,佳芝出马是因虚荣,与团队的裂痕是因为受轻视与单恋的破灭,而最终倒戈是因为那一瞬的感动。所谓“国家大事”,几乎完全没有对她产生实际意义。无论是身处龙潭虎穴,还是风口浪尖,时刻缠绕她心头的,竟然是手上戒指比不上别的太太,或是作为暗杀地点的珠宝店太不上台面这种事。张爱玲可说是把“小”的力量发挥到了极致。若是叫她来写现代小说,则总统夫人对老公婚外恋的嫉恨,当可引发世界危机。千万人的命运,国家的颠覆,在她笔下也不会得到多过一段对话的篇幅。

或者在张爱玲心里,几百年后,既无中国,也无日本。而女人,则仍旧充满了爱,恨,疑,嫉,小心眼,小打算,以及对钻石的热爱。

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